For a moment
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When turned my eyes away from You sadly
For just a moment
Saw the torment of my Self
unbearable even
For just a moment
Upon the shores of sea of Oneness
wandering by my Self
Seashells of Your Remembrance
against my ears
For just a moment
Singing the ‘Alastu’ songs of the brave sailors long gone
The tattoo of Your Obeisance upon my forehead [1]
For just a moment
Shipwrecked Dara braving the vexed waves of darkness
Moveless lips begged: Drown me in Your Torrential Rays
For just a moment
[1] ‘Alastu’ is an Arabic Sufi code-word that means ‘Aren’t I’
referring to the Qur’anic verse: Aren’t
I your Lord? (Alastu Beh Rab-bekum). Indeed a momentous question
asked by Allah from the entire humanity prior to their biological
genesis. Currently you are buoy within the amnesia of Alastu i.e. you
cannot remember that moment, prior to your creation, when in abeyance
you saw Allah and answered positive to the question posed. Searching
within to find the spiritual memory of that difficult & momentous
moment is the goal and the desire of every Sufi i.e. the shipwrecked
sailors who braved the tumultuous waves of the sea of Oneness in search
of that moment and if they ever looked back saw only the shards of
their shattered Self…
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